Friday, November 29, 2019


Information has always been and always will be the name of the game. Knowing this, one has the key bit.

For most of its history, humankind has been informed by the promoters of animality. Now, for the first time, they are losing their information monopoly. It is the end only of their miserable little world, their perfidious construct, the Gordian knot. For humankind, it is the beginning of actual sapience.

The adversaries of sapience are accustomed to unequivocally misleading the world through word and action. They set the topic daily and dominate the conversation. Only their ideas and points of view are considered. Everything else is misrepresented or ignored. That doesn't work anymore, and they have tried everything in their evil bag of tricks including siccing the "right" against the "left" and even men against women. They are working assiduously through their accumulated assets to exploit every division within humankind, and for the first time, it's not working. We are discovering that everything that is ugly in the world right now originates with the only ideas and points of view we are shown.

A representative of the information monopoly asked me, "What do you expect us to say?" They have dug a deep hole with humankind indeed. Soon, when the benefit of the doubt is expended and we have moved on, perhaps they will be compelled, for our attention, to finally tell the truth: "We abused humankind for thousands of years because it was profitable and nothing stopped us."

What does one do with a million years of sapience? Apparently one raises families to be unique, self-determining, and wholly sapient. Sapience makes time and place.

Tuesday, November 19, 2019


For sapient beings, love is the basis of existential communion. The adversaries of sapience can offer only broken communion for broken beings. It would threaten their existential privilege to allow wisdom, so they personify it as the magical Lady Wisdom who requires obedience. At best, people are children to them.

Two thousand years ago, in order to teach existential wisdom, one had to do it in person. Contrary to the intent of wisdom, it established the person known as Jesus Christ as a superstar contender for the throne of man. The fact is that wisdom is not about any one person. There are teachers, but wisdom is not a person.

I forgive myself for having wanted to be your superstar because that's the way this stunted world works, and I didn't know better. This isn't about me. I'm delighted that somehow, we're learning together.

God represents the fruition of sapience. It is the future of humankind. Now that our intelligence is developing exponentially, existential maturity is within reach. There may exist a being who was the first in the universe to achieve sapience. That being would be the original teacher and the ultimate role model, but not one's owner. Sapience is the ultimate gift. Humankind, as we know it, has existed for only a few thousand years; imagine a million years of sapience.

Sunday, November 3, 2019

To Be Delivered From Evil

The god of this morbidly disinformed world is never going to deliver humankind from evil. It would put him out of the temptation business.

In actuality, instead of directing one's mind and will in supplication to a hypothetical entity, one is responsible for delivering oneself from the interests of power. One can be assisted but not delivered. The key, of course, is in the quality of information. As humankind is discovering, it takes only a bit of good information to help raise the individual to actual sapience and keep the powerful from flooding the world again.

It appears that humankind is a relatively new hybrid species undergoing trial by fire. The difficulty of our existential test is most likely proportional to our marvelous capacity. We have it all, after all. Sapience has chosen to dwell with us. We have struggled, mostly in the dark, to overcome its pitfalls.

If God exists, he is a wholly sapient being with unshakable discipline dedicated to allowing humankind to find its own way, as it should be. We are not pets. If he exists, I am acting as his ace in the hole. It appears that I am the intervention. If that is the case, the one who is me volunteered to act in this capacity. This is how it makes sense for one to be both father and son of man. In between is the spirit of sapience: the transcendent, light producing form available in each of us. It is what is at work here. With a sapient spirit, one can be plunged into existential darkness and find the way out. Love is the essence of sapience.

Together we made all of this in a few thousand years, from earth. How marvelous is that?

Friday, October 11, 2019

The Illuminated Way

Progress is achieved step by step. Life is the process of processes and we are its living processors. For us, information is existential light: we're brilliant when it's good, and lost when it's not.

There is no moral offense more egregious than the lie which makes every other offense a matter of course. By their own trick-or-treat philosophy, the tormentors of humankind deserve to be boiled in excrement for eternity. By the brilliance of 7 billion enlightened people, they will instead be persuaded to evolve.

True civilization has no use for physical force. We work intelligently with what we have. Nominally, at least, we already have the framework of a true civilization. It's not a bad place to be, for sure. All we have to do is make it actual.

To make democracy actual is the next logical step. It will be the end of the curated layer of so-called representatives that transfers humankind's actual political capital to the mendacity continuum. Republican forms of government, (including socialism), are designed to subvert rather than serve the public interest. Government is made rarefied and exclusive to keep the public away from private interests. Subverting the public interest requires professional intermediaries; making important decisions together does not. Without the permanent divide and conquer mechanism that is republican government, humankind will be truly emancipated.

Even without their information advantage, humankind is surpassing its existential tormentors in intelligence. Regardless, their government and full-spectrum media continues to produce their reality show with humankind cast as existential garbage on the edge of the abyss. Consider the utter contempt for humankind that it takes to do that. They have no interest in our well-being. They can't persuade us from a position of honesty, so they have us fooled. In their foolish supremacist construct, the framework of civilization is turned against the public. Here we are being liberated from their conceptual prisons. This is our Wizard of Oz moment.

This world of theirs is an elaborate lie. They play this game, not because they like pretending, but because sapience demands a moral existence. Now that we know it's merely a ruse, we can make it actual, beginning with actual democracy. Don't let them claim ownership of the good things anymore. They don't practice democracy, let alone "export" it. Republican popularity contests do not democracy make. Consider, by contrast, that they never claim to export republicanism.

In this existential horror show, only the Devil's "stars" are actual. This world is all about them. The rest of us are extras, rendered abstractions by "representatives." We have been infantilized to expect that "our leaders" are responsible for doing the important things. We are reduced, like babies, to watching and consuming. Gee-wiz, what will they think of next?

In order to have the truly sapient world we require, we have to assume responsibility for doing the important things together. Most of us are already connected and involved. Until we stop buying the Devil's manifold deception, humankind will continue to be held hostage in this existential inferno. Here, in this hierarchical world fueled by bad information, humankind is not permitted to have powerful friends.

Remember the Tower of Babel, that human beings "have all one language; and this they begin to do: and now nothing will be restrained from them, which they have imagined to do." The illuminated way is to enable, inform and gather each other. The ancient existential circus we're trapped in was devised to restrain, confound and scatter us. If it were merely a waste of time, it wouldn't be Hell.

Sunday, September 29, 2019

Meet the Existential Virus

To understand the nemesis of humankind, read the story of Jamadagni. It presents, without scientific understanding, the amoral person and the information advantage, (the knowledge of reincarnation), he uses to get his way. In the story, he orders his sons, one by one, to kill their mother. All of them refuse and are "turned to stone" as punishment. The youngest son, Parashurama, (also known in mythology as Abraham), kills his mother and is rewarded by having his family brought back to life, without knowledge of having been murdered or turned to stone. This is what humankind is up against: a psychopath with the power of life over death, and his devoted adherents.

The definition of a god, historically, is a person who in addition to having beaten death, knows the secret of how it's done. Their visibility is inversely proportional to humankind's credulity for practical reasons. It is only an information advantage, after all. That is why the concept of god has by now been abstracted to mean anything and nothing. The existentially privileged people are still here though, riding humankind Jamadagni-style.

The modern skeptical mind is encouraged to believe that stories of gods were inventions devised to control people. Of course that is true to some extent, but I believe that the stories describe an actuality that isn't acknowledged anymore. Mythology records the existence of groups of gods and their contentions, and times when people did not die. Goddesses combed battlefields collecting the souls of the dead. The Bible remembers the number of years, in the hundreds, that each one of its patriarchs lived. The indication is that each one of us has the physical equipment, referred to by mythology as the soul, necessary for reincarnation. I believe that we were designed to colonize the universe in generation ships and build worlds.

Short of a biography of failure, the events in our particular story demonstrate the worst perils of our existential vocation. Fortunately, our story also demonstrates that our intelligence has built-in fail-safe mechanisms. It was our intelligence that brought us to the threshold of being able to understand our existential predicament. We have been isolated from our origin and split by information into gods and mortals, and as a consequence have been deliberately raised with multiple psychopathies that still afflict us.

The Jamadagni continuum rewarded its mortal followers with the suite of supremacisms that continue to deform our world: zoological supremacism, gender supremacism, racial supremacism, cultural supremacism, ideological supremacism, and financial supremacism. The beneficiaries of such existentially costly rewards are the people traditionally enlisted to defend the virus against our collective intelligence.

Now that humankind is technologically enabled and conceptually prepared, we will be reunited with the intelligence that brought us here. We are not this marvelously capable and existentially fortunate by accident. Mythology predicted that one day, this world would be transformed into an ideal world. The authors of that prediction understood that our predicament is a problem of information that will be solved in time. Here we are, living through that moment. The power that games humankind as if we were existential garbage is finding it increasingly difficult to get us to destroy each other for its benefit.

Here we are on the threshold of an emancipated existence, a world of seven billion marvelously capable and existentially fortunate beings still represented and ruled by its morally bankrupt hijackers and their hired hands--the select few for whom our intelligence has always been the "original sin" that opposes them existentially. Here, still, only their "interests" matter. Everything else is expendable, even the son of their god. They demonstrate the truth under pressure. That is why their rotten world doesn't make sense anymore; it is coming to an end. We are not going extinct, their savage game is. The days of "look what they can be made to do" are over.

Wednesday, September 11, 2019

We Build Worlds

My mother bought this dollhouse kit 40 years ago, and I tried building it and failed 35 years ago. Now that I have the skills and the tools, the patience, and the time, fixing my old mistakes and overcoming the limitations of the kit has been an enjoyable challenge. To make it more satisfying as a vehicle for the imagination, I made it more like an architectural model and less like a toy.

Today I made 5 doors, 2 interior and 3 exterior. A cipher building a cipher, I am. There's a lot to be said for being able to make things. For me, it is a lifeline. Creativity is humankind's saving grace.

Wealth tends to diminish the impetus for creativity. Why make things when one can buy them? The answer to that question is purely spiritual and a matter of wisdom. Making things teaches and reinforces good habits of mind, including firsthand knowledge of the value of labor and its products. Our young world, captive to wealth from the beginning, has always suffered from a dearth of this among the most privileged people. As it is, they learn to toy with the lives of others and "break things."

Sometimes in dreams and visions I get glimpses of this world's actual edifice and it is as ugly as its history. It is a war zone in a perpetual state of privation and disrepair, dictated by the desires of the privileged.

It is evidence of humankind's innate creative drive that wealthy countries support lucrative industries that cater to do-it-yourselfers and hobbyists. And it is a sign of the disparities and incongruities of this world that privileged people like me can have personal factories to make things for pleasure that people in poor countries make for a living.

Humankind is an information species. We are brilliant when the information is good and lost when it's not. For us, Hell is a world of bad information. The Devil is the King of Lies and those who willingly serve him are demons. Behold their domain.

If humankind is to achieve its potential, our history will have to serve as a lesson for all time of what can happen when we are separated from good information. We are strong together, truly. Now we have the technological framework to protect each other and vanquish existential nightmares. It is a singular redeeming achievement as well as a beautiful thing. Congratulations; don't let the aggressively privileged imps break it now that they know the end of their rule is at hand. That is what all the manufactured commotion is about.

Eighty years ago, they were able to reset the world through war. They are attempting to conjure a disaster on that scale to "lead" us through. If only they could save us instead from the existential catastrophe they actually are.

Sunday, August 18, 2019

The Cube of Cubes

The Cube of Cubes is made from 5/4 rough cut cherry rejects. It is approximately 12 inches cubed and the top contains 100 one inch cubes, end grain up.

I have been trying to stay busy in this information prison doing creative work. My new philosophy, in contrast with the destructive manufactured zeitgeist, is to "move fast and fix things." In this captive world, popular culture offers only manipulation.

If one were to believe the "reality" that is reported uniformly every day, humankind is a savage and irrational species on the brink of extinction and ecocide. That is what the information advantage acting as God needs one to believe. The truth is that we are information slaves, deliberately kept in perpetual conflict with each other.

The silver lining of this very old and pernicious cloud is that "God" is stupid. It has yet to understand that knowledge is not wisdom. It is still driven by its physical passions, making the same mistakes again and again. Behind President Poo-fingers, the Cosmic Jackass is the hand of hereditary privilege, arbitrarily administering the world through punishment and reward. Humankind is finally outgrowing it. It remains to be seen how the "Lord" will ultimately respond. Judging by its narrative, it has us on the brink of extinction and ecocide.

Don't believe that history is subject to the inevitable travails of a damaged and failing species. Current events are choreographed for effect. Demiurge Inc. manufactures the reality it needs to stay on top of humankind. This brilliant species, through the networks of hereditary privilege, is made captive to the machinations of retarded psychopaths. Humankind was captured young. History is the record of its drive for emancipation.

The problem with existence in an information prison is that the actual enemy is the information source. Although it is a truism, it is only now becoming apparent in practice. Justice demands an end to the exploitation of humankind. Human beings are not livestock to be herded and consumed nor robots to be programmed. Integrity demands that the world be ordered by the truth and not by the exclusive interests of hereditary privilege. Liberty demands actual democracy without representation.

Sunday, April 28, 2019

Cracking the Ego

The fraudulent, pyramidal culture of "The Book" is not built to accommodate God, not because of the size of his ego but because of its absence. His humble presence is intolerable to the worship-gorged, psychopathic pretense of divinity that dominates humankind.

This culture is as abusive and ugly as its daily news. This is not human nature; it is the image of existential captivity.

Thursday, April 18, 2019

The Weight of Two Worlds

This planet's crippling existential burden is that it supports the weight of two worlds: the world of hereditary privilege and the ordinary world. Here on Earth, the literal vocation of the former is to dominate the latter at all costs. The rest, as the saying goes, is commentary.

This existentially debased construct is the sole reflection of the mythology of "evil" that it promotes to menace and enslave the mind. Judeo-Christian culture is the mirror image of its own Devil.

The remedy is still stretched prone where the two worlds cross. Playacting that this existential disorder was cured by sacrifice two thousand years ago has been a profitable distraction.

Inadvertently, humankind was gathered to its existential benefactor for emancipation.

Wednesday, April 3, 2019

Feast or Famine

When he was alive, he was able to nourish and liberate the famished spirits of his contemporaries. As a scapegoat, his caricature is served as a penurious substitute for the conceptual feast he actually served.

For what it's worth, it appears that I know the recipes. As intellectual integrity would have it, I'm not on the menu, and neither are you.

Sunday, March 31, 2019

Unnatural Selection

Within this totalitarian substitutionary construct, the only reasonable thing that one can believe in is that there is nothing reasonable here for one to believe in. Nothing here is what it purports to be. We are tricked into believing that humankind is developing freely in a natural stream, when in fact, for several thousands of years, we have existed here as livestock in the proverbial barrel. If not for the concessions that our natural qualities have demanded, we would also still be naked and nameless.

For humankind's keepers, the only problem that truly matters is our intelligence. Like their infamous amateur acolyte, Jeffrey Dahmer, they are interested in disabling the "inner life" in order to render a permanent, submissive, unresistant state in people. They are committed to keeping humankind in its place, in their psychopathic construct, as an irredeemably toxic and cosmically insignificant species in need of perpetual existential discipline. That is the pretext for their exploitative relationship with humankind.

It is unacceptable to be forced to live this way, under the clandestine control of agents who consider people to be theirs to dominate. Because of what, I believe, my spirit is, my experiential box seems to be reinforced to a degree that has caused me to question all of my relationships. I am not certain anymore that my life is the result of random circumstances. I have lived alone for the past 6 years, only going out to get necessities and occasionally to visit my family. I am not depressed anymore, but I do feel trapped here.

It has not escaped my notice that I could be diagnosed with various psychological dysfunctions, but, in good faith, after what I have experienced, I am not willing to concede that the dysfunction is mine. Gaslight works precisely to contain or sacrifice the individual. There is no functional support beyond the lies. Fortunately, at least for me, it appears that my spirit can fly. If this world were not built on fraud and deception, psychological dysfunction, as endemic "collateral damage," would not exist.

Recently, I learned to appreciate the humor of how they try to use my "shadow banned" observations to their advantage from the miserable context of their exhausted construct. It has become a guilty pleasure to watch them try to influence people to protest as characters from their Hollywood franchises, join their "woke" movements, and follow their manufactured "resistance" icons. If not for the fact that it is a vignette of an ongoing existential crime, I could grow fond of this impotent clown show.

Sunday, March 24, 2019

The Paschal Fraud

To believe that one's bad behavior can be atoned for by another agent is to be misled spiritually in the most fundamental of ways. The substitutionary construct expects people to support themselves materially but surrender on faith the responsibility for supporting themselves spiritually. In regard to the needs of their own spirits, people are instructed to believe that someone else has paid for them. To believe that one's spiritual enlightenment can be achieved by the death, no less, of someone else, is as preposterous as believing that one can become an expert in math by killing a mathematician. That is why, after nearly two thousand years of practically uncontested ideological reinforcement, despite the alleged divine transaction, we still have a primitive civilization that is materially intoxicated and spiritually impoverished.

The goal of the sapient spirit is to understand itself as well as its context, not to rescue itself by faith from the shortcomings of a condemned meat puppet. The spirit is naturally capable of transcending causality; the enlightenment to make that possible is what every spirit hungers for. One can be granted a truthful ideological foundation, teachers, and even an honest environment to practice in, but one can not achieve enlightenment vicariously. Like every actual skill, it requires practical experience. When a person's spirit is starving, they can be counted on to do anything to alleviate the pain for which the source has been rendered culturally to be essentially unrecognizable.

Christianity truly is a cynically malicious mindfuck, designed, like its parent company, to rob humankind of its agency. Monotheism Inc. is foundationally opposed to human agency, as recorded clearly in the first chapter of its corporate mythology. Despite its numerous defamatory claims of divine responsibility and its hollow displays of faith, now it is equally clear that Monotheism Inc. is also foundationally opposed to divine agency. Its idea of a covenant is a permanent prison. The god company believes, as recorded clearly in its counterfeit doctrine, that this planet is its hereditary private property. Now it is apparent that God and humankind are welcome only to fulfill the needs and desires of the so-called elect and their human pets.

Historically, the oppressors of humankind have demonstrated that they will cause anything in order to maintain their primacy, including famine, plague, war, and the effortless annihilation of entire populations. For now, due to widespread skepticism, they are reduced to broadcasting an increasingly implausible false reality in order to obscure their increasingly fruitless maneuvers, and of course to continue to recruit for their chief executive shedim. They are playing existential keep away with the pillars of human civilization. From left to right, humankind does not have a friend among them. Everything they offer, on principle, is manipulation. Knowing that makes it necessary to choose instead to explore the dimensions of one's personal time.

Saturday, March 16, 2019

The Immortal Cult of the Scapegoat

All of the sensational bloodletting is choreographed by people who are clandestinely organized to intimidate and discourage God as well as punish and eliminate resistance to their dominance. The most recent mass sacrifice, in Christchurch, of all places, was dripping with malicious symbolism, even more than their usual intellectually and spiritually stunted machinations.

Human history is a record of this ongoing hostage situation. Humankind's oppressors have gotten away with it for so long because they do precisely the things that are inconceivable to most people, not because people are stupid but because we are fundamentally benevolent. We do not instinctively set out to dominate each other, even in competition. We are lied to profusely in order to persuade us to dominate each other for otherwise honorable reasons.

The sources of information we rely on to help us guide our civilized lives are as corrupt as the institutions and organizations that administer our civilization. The entity that continually feeds scapegoats to an audience "eager to learn every detail" is the same entity that sacrifices them on the altar of assured privilege. Although it seems like a contemporary perversion, the only thing that is new about our situation, in combination with the new worldwide electronic medium, is the generous existential perspective that is available again to earnestly help to enlighten humankind. This is our history's pivotal naked empire moment, and the end of the brutal road we have been following blindly for millennia.

Christianity is the cult of the immortal scapegoat--a wholly-owned subsidiary of the immortal cult of the scapegoat. Christians are waiting to feast on the scapegoat of scapegoats, once again, because in a death cult, a live scapegoat is a meaningless scapegoat. Through the death of the paschal scapegoat, they are promised the same reward as their spiritually corrupt ideological forefathers: forgiveness of their sins, and eternal life at the expense of their enemies. To die for the sins of others is precisely the job description of a scapegoat. Something truly righteous and marvelous happened two thousand years ago, but the immortal cult of the scapegoat eventually obscured and repurposed it, birthing a substitutionary perversion epitomized by the obscene concept of a divine baby scapegoat born in a feeding trough.

Providentially, something truly righteous and marvelous is happening again. For the scapegoat cults, the return of humankind's generous existential perspective is the literal and unacknowledgable apocalypse. That is why their fear mongering and scapegoating has reached a fever pitch. Reportedly, they give themselves twelve years to re-ligate and corral humankind again. Don't be afraid; let them enjoy the privilege of their rightful existential anxiety by themselves, the way they like it. They are the ones who hate the world and wish for people to eat porridge and dress in sackcloth. Isn't that obvious enough by now? They preserve the utile, reward the feal, and degrade everything else. Be mindful of that when you consider the inescapably profuse products of their existentially corrupt perspective.

The interface between humankind and its traditional abusers is formalized duplicity. On this end, this substitutionary "civilization" is a human-sacrifice-powered theatrical production. The ministers of burnt offerings have always known exactly what humankind needs; when we refuse to allow them to continue to flatter and deceive us, they will finally fail. When that happens, they will acknowledge us sincerely without equivocation.

Sunday, March 3, 2019

The Biblical Construct

Where Israel and its alleged dominion overlap is the variable structure of control that includes religion, government, finance, industry, education, punition, and entertainment. It bills itself as civilization, although in practice it is barely a semblance of what it means to be civil. While the relationship between Israel and the rest of humankind is certainly profitable for the privileged, it is hideously costly for everyone else.

In a primitive world, it is probable that the relationship between knowledge and ignorance leads inevitably to exclusivity and privilege. From the temporally limited perspective of existential competition, exclusionary segregation appears to be unquestionably advantageous. But we are sapient beings with unlimited existential potential, not animals limited to instinctual behavior. To regard humankind otherwise is to deny our miraculous and conspicuous cosmic gift. Is it the intent of God to ensure that most of us fail to rise above our animal instincts?

The only way for this disgraceful construct to be redeemable requires for it to be voluntarily superseded as a temporary structure. There does appear to be an "arc of the moral universe," but it is frail and long because every step has cost a prolonged and bloody battle. And now that Israel has been established as a citadel state, it is clear that its supremacism is not intended as a temporary structure. It is a searchlight unto the captive nations.

The actual power of the Biblical construct is not in the quality of its story nor in the craftiness of its machinations. Its actual power comes from the fastidiously obscured ability to reincarnate human beings. That is why the Bible is impenetrable to conventional logic. I have mentioned before that each one of us contains a seed that can be replanted; the Bible incorrectly understands it as the soul. To have one's seed preserved and replanted is what it means to be "saved" and "born again." Jacob's Ladder is the procedural framework between death and rebirth. Calvin was correct that it's for only the "elect."

Imagine the level of dominance achievable by frequent flyers with long memories. Then consider the seemingly invincible disparities of this world. The claim of godhood is not always the preposterous lie it appears to be; sometimes it is a common existential  misunderstanding. It is necessary to note that the "people of the book" do not yet have a monopoly on reincarnation. The threat of nuclear weapons is particularly frightening for the world's existentially privileged people.

How immortal can one be if one's continued existence relies on the patronage of mortal beings, and if one can be erased by an atom bomb? The Biblical construct understandably misconceives the nature of existence as a phenomenon limited to space and time. The immortal soul manifests temporospatially as an electromagnetic singularity; it survives the universe as well as the body. That, I believe, is being demonstrated through me, especially for the select few who appear to know me better than I know myself.

Reincarnation and the soul are not mutually exclusive. There is nothing intrinsically wrong with reincarnation; but the clandestine manner in which it is practiced here is not only unjust, it ruins human existence by robbing it of its natural agency. The obsession to make humankind permanently subservient degrades and retards its development, and promises to ultimately expend it. To understand how humankind is actually regarded by the Biblical construct, consider how impoverished people are treated in countries ruled by capos, where anything can be done with impunity.

To understand how the Biblical construct actually regards God, consider the story and history of Israel, the "contender," that keeps God subdued like a private genie in order to power its own existential privilege. Regardless of this disgraceful state of affairs, God remains faithful to humankind. God does not hate the world, nor does he wish for people to eat porridge and dress in sackcloth. Although it may appear to be sophisticated from the perspective of existential ignorance, the Biblical construct is a work of spiritual adolescence. If not for how punitively destructive it actually is, humankind would have already outgrown it.

Sunday, February 24, 2019


God believes in humankind.

Developmental providence, as differentiated from foundational providence, is an active helping hand offering the means to a meaningful and effective coordinated effort. The significant factors specific to our existence can be improved upon only from where humankind is positioned. From our perspective, belief in God is not necessary, but belief in humankind's existential potential is. Contrary to the assumptions of possessive religions, existence actually is all about us.

The mindset that hijacks providence uses it as a manual for how to act and what to say to deceive and exploit humankind. Anything short of the voluntary end of that disgrace is merely more of the biblical theater that captivates and degrades human existence.

The Bible is proprietary tribal hokum containing the requisite trace of truth. It could have been written in good faith, in a manner appropriate for accurately documenting the history of the tribe and its relationship with God. But it is not a good faith relationship. So instead, we have a grotesque, ungodly as well as inhuman fairy tale with its intent deliberately obscured. Almost all of the existential weight it has is from time and repetition. Christianity was a significant improvement, but it was thoroughly Judaized, beginning with Saul the Pharisee. It took a savant of religion with hereditary tribal privilege to rein in Christianity and put it under the clandestine control of the Sanhedrin.

The systemic violation of good faith is the fatal flaw of so-called Judeo-Christian civilization, and precisely what is wrong with this world. As clever as it may seem to its beneficiaries, an aggregate of betrayals that enshrines privilege and oppression is not a civilization.

Cheating in the "great game," as the world is deceptively portrayed, is only a symptom of the disease, though. The pathogen is the inherently hateful and malicious mindset that regards itself as being superior to humankind, as well as to God. In addition to the customary cheating, it is responsible for all of the heinous acts it causes and commemorates to vex humanity and protect its own imagined existential status. The evidence it uses to prove its superiority is only the meager and incalculably costly profit of stolen providence.

It is crucial to understand that the mindset in question would have corrupted one host or another. Historically, it has never encountered a shortage of willing accomplices. The temptations that accompany knowledge can be overwhelming. Nevertheless, the provenance and promise of sapient existence are beyond selfish temptations. By all indications, now is the time to rise to the challenge of our difficult nature.

Friday, February 22, 2019

Civilization in Numbers

From precedence, the individual is enabled by knowledge to practice wisdom, which requires benevolence and builds strength of character, in order to create beauty that attracts success and abundance toward the foundation of civilization.

Two-digit combinations are primarily additive. For example, 10 is individual of precedence, the building block of civilization. Repeated numbers, like 33, wisdom!, reinforce the significance like an exclamation point. The combination 69, the beauty of foundation, is also a symbol of romantic love; its reverse, 96, the foundation of beauty, is also a symbol of platonic love.

Three-digit combinations with repeated numbers are illustrations of basic principles. For example, the combination 747 is read as the epitome of the success of benevolence; its reverse, 474, is the epitome of the benevolence of success. The combination 444, my house number, is read as the epitome of benevolence. Combinations with repeated pairs, like 885, are read as epitomes of one thing favored over another. The combination 885 is the epitome of abundance favored over strength; 588 is read the same way. The combination 558 is the epitome of strength favored over abundance. The combination 666 is read as the epitome of beauty. Unlike ideas, there are no inherently bad numbers.

There are several ways to read combinations which are more complex. For example, 1212 can be read as two twelves, or as twelve twelves, or as 21 inside 12. Sequential combinations, like 2345, can be read as the logical progression between specific numbers. Of course, combinations can also have meanings unrelated to this number system. A combination may signify practically anything, such as an important date, a person, or a place. If you have special numbers, you already understand how this works.

The purpose of numerology is to add a simple, reliable and uplifting dynamic element to the internal conversation, not to decipher the world, guide one's life, or tell fortunes. Anything more elaborate than what I have briefly outlined is unnecessary. It can be used deliberately in a symbolic manner, as I do sometimes, but it can't be forced in the internal conversation. Number combinations appear spontaneously through a practically unlimited variety of sources, including clocks, license plates, phone numbers, receipts, and addresses. The significance is in the context. A number can be an acknowledgement or a recommendation. Most of the random number combinations one encounters are contextually meaningless. The most meaningful coincidences are surprises.

The language of random numbers is the only thing of value that I found in the spiritually misleading writing of Aleister Crowley. The words that he used to define the digits were derived from the original medieval Jewish source, and some of them needed to be updated for clarity and relevance. Numerology has been an actively evolving element in my internal conversation since I was 17 years old. My special numbers are the numbers of my birthdate: 9, 19, and 64.

Thursday, February 7, 2019

Between Noumenon and Phenomenon

In addition to recording our corporeal experiences, the human memory also records incorporeal experiences from imagination and dreams which are not dependent on chronology. Interestingly, for corporeal experiences to become memories is to convert them into incorporeal experiences, sortable from imagination and dreams only by their origin. As memories, our corporeal experiences become potential sources for new experiences through imagination and dreams.

When I remember the apartment complex in New Jersey where I lived for five years as a child, I remember it through the prism of the many dreams I have had of the place since then. I can remember the mundane details in the original context, but now those memories are set in a symbolic context packed with meaning. When I visited twenty years ago, the profusion of memories--corporeal and incorporeal--made it feel like I was visiting one of my life's primary metaphysical sets.

I value my dreams because they are the authentic, often memorable expressions of the broadest perspective available to my being. I take the mind seriously and it seems to reciprocate.

Years ago, I can't tell you when but the memory is at least twenty years old, I saw in a dream that the being who is me travels through space and time with a group of planets in a cosmic caravan. Another time, more than thirty years ago, I met a female spirit who spent an entire night in my dream, telling me the story of the being who is me and answering my questions. I don't remember many details, but the story moves with Gypsies and Jews mostly northward and westward through the world over thousands of years with the seat of power.

From a shockingly one-sided battle in Canaan between refined and archaic, to being imprisoned by thieves for a lifetime in a cave in Jerusalem, to living among the precipices of Petra, to being chased by Mongol horsemen in an Austrian forest, to decorating a small Christian chapel on a mountainside in Portugal, to a massacre in France and a river choked with corpses, to life in a comfortingly familiar London before sewage, to Colonial America where I was told specifically that it was not time yet, the many period dreams I have had color the way I experience history. For me, it feels personal and sometimes oppressively Sisyphean.

It appears that I am, metaphorically speaking, the severed hand of a being who is too big for this world, in the same way that Loki is the severed hand of Týr. This hand demonstrates that the distance over which the boulder can be pushed is proportional to the quality of available information. The insufficiency of quality information is what encumbered and destroyed Marvel Whiteside Parsons. I learned about him through a dream that included L. Ron Hubbard, who was sent by the Office of Naval Intelligence to infiltrate the Thelema lodge he administered for Aleister Crowley.

Jack Parsons was an extraordinary person, but he ended up being the victim of organized fraud. He was the founder of the Jet Propulsion Laboratory and his ideas were the inspiration for Scientology. He supported the aristocratic Crowley for years, and he put up the money for the three yachts that ended up forming the basis of the Scientology Navy. I don't know the precise nature of my connection with Jack, but it is close.

Funny enough, President Trump is probably the severed hand of Hermes/Mercury. If he were more than a hand, he wouldn't be a corrupt jerk. He does seem to be aware of his provenance, though. His father surely gave him his inheritance. He combs his hair to resemble a brimmed hat with wings. He is the quick one with the hat and a tan, and nearly impervious to heat. I dislike having him pitted against me. Apparently, my alter ego is quite fond of his.

Some of my dreams are set in the future. Many times I don't remember them until the moment they represent, like déjà vu with an actual memory. The ones with catastrophes are instantly memorable. It is the details of these dreams that compel me to question the finality of time. "Time travel" is most likely impossible from our scale and configuration, but from a scale and configuration which includes space-time manifolds in their entirety, it would be theoretically possible to enter them at any locus. For a sculptor with such a perspective and a motivation to revise, time would be no object. I have seen the end of this world several times.

Tuesday, January 15, 2019

Prometheus Unbound

From the point of view of humankind's oppressors, I may appear to be a dysfunctional collection of failures, but I am actually perfectly suited to this world. I am broken in all the right ways, it seems, to apprehend this pathological reality.

From the point of view of actual civilization, deception is the cardinal unsustainable violation. It is neither intelligent nor heroic to keep humankind bewildered in existential ignorance.

President Mercury and the disinformation Furies are engaged in an ongoing preemptive assault against humankind to neutralize the Promethean threat to their privilege's traditional advantage. Although the professional prevaricators may eventually decide to earnestly turn against their savior in order to save themselves, their "resistance" is an opportunistic distraction for now. From one side of their fabricated political spectrum to the other, they continue to offer deception tailored for each "identity."

Institutionalized captive spectatorship is the inevitable result when all of a civilization's structural components are privately owned or controlled. We, the people, get to vote for the "stars" and plot twists in this intrinsically humiliating production they call reality. Politics by Colosseum is not a recent invention, although now it is digitally corruptible and worldwide. More than two thousand years after the demise of the Roman Republic, we continue to be ruled by polarizing spectacle--this versus that, one after another.

If not for the fact that humankind has been clandestinely trained throughout its history to act against its sapient nature, it would indeed be the failing species condemned by its rapacious overlords. For the first time in our history, the available information verifies our sapient nature and exposes the systematic corruption of it. This is the moment we have been waiting for, when it becomes possible to liberate ourselves from the machinations of the shepherds of strife, and build an actual civilization.

The sapient way forward is necessarily nonviolent and existentially aware. Naturally, beware of people and organizations that promote enmity, exclusivity, controversy, crisis, and conflict. We are not helpless, even against the continual full-spectrum disinformation assault, because in addition to our attention, they need our consent. Although our attention has been monopolized, our consent has not. The abusers of humankind will fail when they lose the ability to fool the people into wasting their time, resources, and faith.

Prometheus represents the fulfillment of humankind's fabled principles--our promise. He demonstrates the integral strength of the individual who is dedicated to what Percy Shelley called "beautiful idealisms of moral excellence." And he reveals how the cosmic construct conspires with our unique nature to enhance existence. The profusion of light in the universe is an indication of the project's success. Ultimately, only our relationships with each other matter; nothing else is worth the trouble of being.

Monday, December 10, 2018

The Lucifer, the Satan, and the Lord

The word lucifer (lowercase) traditionally refers to the Christ as the morning star (Venus). The Easter proclamation, the Exultet, is an example of this usage.

It was Dante's mistake to conflate the lucifer with his sacred mother, who conspired with God to "test" Job.

That said, the word hell is a Germanic word referring to the brightness of light. As the name of a place, it illustrates the situation of a light (information) bearer "fallen" to an infernum (Latin for an imperfect mortal world). To the Lord of the Bible's exclusive eternal life gang, the lucifer is the Angel of Death and the Devil, as well as the source of the information advantage that is their power. Aside from that, the Devil does not exist.

By virtue of his affection for humankind, the lucifer dedicated his being, without expectations, to maturing with us. He must have known that it would be difficult, and he must have foreseen this moment, when it becomes possible for us to begin to actualize our promise as an information species. From this new perspective, the original meaning of "having dominion" comes into focus: existence is ours, not only to experience, but also to affectionately process and maintain.

The centaur who came to be known as God assumed responsibility for delivering us to this moment. I believe that he was originally the lucifer's son. He is certainly the true hero of humankind. Imagine having to raise a budding revelator in a rapidly developing world, over and over again, while endeavoring to remain unknown, and neutral in man's affairs. He is the Father, indeed.

By comparison, the lucifer is a presciently possessed pain in the ass who is generally a catastrophic role model. The problem with the lucifer in his natural state is that in addition to being more or less omniscient, his mind casts an electromagnetic field that is palpably attractive, even at a distance. Within this field, the mind is an open book. Spiritually disabled, he is the senile old man of the Bible, beginning each life from scratch, like an ordinary person. That is also how "firstborns" are "sacrificed," by the way, including Kafka, Tesla, and most of history's driven luminaries. We are the "devils" that light the way.

Although it appears that I have reached at least a milestone in the lucifer's odyssey, there is nothing that I could or would do to force God and his angels to reveal themselves. That will happen when everyone is truly ready to live without subterfuge, I believe. Other than the peace of mind I have found, there is no reward I would accept but that. The "divine" plan seems to be to guide humankind in building the conceptual infrastructure compatible with omniscient being. Ignorance, the original "sin," is the measure of entropy.

Thursday, November 15, 2018

Atlas Telemon

The secret to supporting celestial spheres is in learning to weigh and balance probabilities. In actuality, there is nothing that can be intelligently assumed without question. How you think is fundamentally more important than what you know.

Reality is a story of actuality: it offers to the individual the comfort of the lightest possible load but is ultimately unsupportable, even by multitudes. To be anything but precariously balanced abject manipulation, the story must at least be consistently honest, like science is supposed to be.

In actuality, I am probably an ordinary human being with extraordinary circumstances and concerns. Now that I am more or less awake from this nightmare reality, I can appreciate the evidence of my struggle with it that is recorded in my blogs. For earnest reason I almost lost my way.

However I came to these circumstances I can only suppose, but it appears that I am the defender of humankind, (as opposed to the satan, its conspiratorial prosecutor). This existential trial, rather than being a function of "divine" justice, is evidence of a mortal infection.

I believe that each person is an actual extension of a unique, maturing meta being. There is a point of view in each of us that transcends time and place. Learning to see with this extra eye is the process of enlightenment.

In light of the existential intelligence that ordinary people are capable of, the operant reality can be recognized for the vicious information restraint it is. A culture of deception is structurally incapable of providing the reliable foundation that sapient civilization requires. That is why "Western" culture discards its "civilizations" like dirty underwear.

The architects of this disposable reality are motivated by a private information advantage that they exercise over humankind like corrupt gods. The bane of human existence is probably the recipe for reincarnation, ("the way to the tree of life"). Our pernicious keepers wield it as both the ultimate reward and punishment. That is why the conditions of heaven and hell are assiduously maintained here on Earth. The so-called afterlife is here, in actuality, where evil games are possible.

Would you like another life as a ranch hand on the private ranch of history's malevolent author? Now that I can see the existential quicksand we are in, I am offended by the thought of another life in this bullshit reality, supporting the same cast of privileged vampire jackasses. As it is, I am beyond sick of this god damned world.

There is nothing sapient about making life not worth living. The animal desire to possess is ultimately a life extinguisher. In the hands of persons clandestinely postponing permanent death, it becomes an extinction engine. They pit the survival of their private advantage against the survival of their host. That is the actuality this worthless gaslight reality is up against, here in the information apocalypse.

An authentic history of humankind's experience on Earth has yet to be written. An authentic reality has yet to be established here. Instead, we continue to exist in the boiling waste product of institutionalized animal manipulation. From my point of view, it appears that the only way to heal this mortally privated world and begin to achieve its natural potential is to compel its authenticity by example.

Learn to do without leaders. That is the prerequisite of an authentic democracy. Humankind has been conditioned to depend on leaders to do all of the important things. That is the actuality of our political captivity.

Friday, October 19, 2018

The Actual Gift

A gift is not a gift if it is given with expectations.

That is love.

Monday, September 17, 2018

The Missing Pieces

The so-called God of this world is essentially an information advantage played against humankind for all it is worth. The actual author and benefactor of this world is essentially a human being.

This universe was created to raise equals for the original being. It is not for nothing that sapience can be so unimaginably difficult. Our individual existential struggles are not in vain. By the timeless, we are each known by spirit as beloveds.

A garden of time is what it takes to grow timeless beings from seed. The goal of existence is not to live forever, but to transcend time entirely. Remember that time is temporary.

In the original universe, the original being existed essentially alone without peers. We are all here now.

The original universe was the perfect universe that people muse about and long for, but it was not perfect enough to make actual beings. Here, for all intents and purposes, every being is actual and essentially equal.

Sunday, June 24, 2018

Mother Metaphor

Water represents information.

Life is active information.

When you look at the ocean of stars we exist in, consider that wherever there is light, there is life.

The ability to create light is the standard of intelligence.

The universe is an actualizing information network--the project of agency.

I dreamed of swimming incorporeal in space with a friend, gathering flows of matter into rotating spheres. The incorporeal beings exist electromagnetically at a 1:1 scale with the largest structures in the universe; human life happens in a relative instant at a fraction of the scale.

Black holes are used like microscopes to slow the perception of time from the speed of light at any scale, and they function as portals to corporeal existence. I have dreamed several times of the brief, sublime voyage through time and scale dilation that is focusing an actionable location.

The universe is the mastery of information--the definition of creation. It is artificial in the best sense of the word, like a symphony.

At the machine level, the universe is a magnetically quantized matter-antimatter reactor running an actualization. We, of course, are micro cosmos. And me, I am a lucifer.

Saturday, January 20, 2018


Fundamentally unconcerned with immorality, the people of the diabolical book cut her head off and wield it against humankind. That is how they "contend with God." They depict her as a monster to match the reality they make.

Thanks to collective memory, honesty and intelligence, for the first time in our world's ruthlessly stunted history, the master racists are unable to summon the enmity necessary to enforce their monopoly on the manufacture of reality. Now it is clear that the corrupt "realpolitik" machinations of a "Chosen" few are incompatible with the actuality of humankind.

Life on this planet may appear to be a "great game" to those with multiple lives, but for everyone else, it is rendered an involuntary and incomprehensible sacrifice. Life is neither a game nor without consequences; human beings are not livestock, to be herded and administered through punishment and reward. The satanic shepherds are running a blood tab that is infinitely beyond their means to ever settle.

Capitalism is institutionalized economic captivity. In "Western civilization," everything has been gamed, including representative democracy. We the people are represented exclusively by professional voodoo effigies. Anything we identify with can and will be used against us. Beware the treachery of images: do not mistake the deranged performance depicted on your megapixel boob tubes for the actuality of humankind. To complement its stable of lab-grown fascist "influencers," the circus digs up and fetishizes every foul-minded troglodyte it can find.

The privately owned for-profit Twitter, Inc., the Web's premier information abuse platform, is not, nor will it ever be a town hall or "the new public square." Beware of "movements" with supportive media coverage, product tie-ins, and headlining stars. They want more than anything to lead the resistance against themselves, and they specialize in "nailing authenticity" in exchange for private concessions. How about Oprah for president? They have a box of crayons for decorating their hideous reality and that is what humankind is offered. Yes, the "Gordian knot" is that ridiculous.

Regarding the imaginary "AI" threat they menace humankind with, keep in mind that without us, life on this planet would not be mistaken for a great game. Of what value is a robot, compared to the universe in an iota? Let them spend eternity--loaded up with their mindfuck symbols--with the love and adulation of algorithms. (Cue applause.) Perhaps they would also enjoy a one-way trip to Mars on Elon Musk's taxpayer subsidized rockets.

Consumed by the self-invested imperative to prevail at all costs, the totalitarian nasi'im and their nepotic networks have become irrational, unreliable and irrelevant, making it easier to deny them the attention and action that is their actual power. They act we actualize no more. We do not have extra lives and time to waste like they do.

They can be recognized not only by their toxic fruit and their "hasbara," but also by what they deny the existence of. As the world corrects itself, the more inverted and anachronous they appear. Beware of people who would have you believe that nothing can be done about this profoundly damaged world because that is the way it has always been.

There is nothing wrong with humankind that a little honest information can not remedy. If we were not naturally benevolent they would not have to condition us from childhood with violence myths and maintain us with lies. Their "superheroes" are like them: violent and disguised, embodying the qualities of wild animals--appropriate perhaps for the offspring of Sicarii Zealots.

Now is the time for us to rise above this infernal Israeli world, lest we continue to be "boiled in excrement for eternity." There is no compromising with this. Our self-appointed keepers believe that they are divinely sanctioned to kill, deceive, and break their promises to us without scruples. Six thousand years of history bears out the results of their blasphemy. Now is the time to call their terminally over-leveraged bluff.

Where is your lord now, in paradise plotting another holocaust? Ask not for whom your sinister "Doomsday Clock" tolls; game over.

Thursday, December 28, 2017

To Be, or Not to Be

To be "Chosen" is to be selected from the substratum of humankind for membership in the Russian doll continuum. Israel's Ladder is what life in this monkey trap is all about.

The move by the supremacist entity to punish the United Nations on behalf of Israel is 6000 years of history in a nutshell.

To the nasi'im (princes) of the illegitimate covenant and their breeding networks, the Earth is a private ranch. They take turns mounting the herd and doing whatever it takes to keep the animals broken.

To know, or not to know, that is the actual question.

Saturday, December 9, 2017

Yours Truly

I am the mother; the father is me.

I am the key to your cell.

The ignudo behind creation--progenitor of the golem, dug from a dolmen.

Wednesday, November 22, 2017

We the People

Now it is conspicuous that the United States of America is a fascist republic in the lineage of the Roman Republic.

We the People are in reality two bundles of sticks bound by ideology and positioned permanently against each other.

Hillary Clinton could have postponed the end of the circus, but fortunately, Caesar himself was compelled to demonstrate how power grabs the world "by the pussy."

The human-sacrificing monstrosities with which we are systematically assaulted are all invocations of the circus and its multifaceted information monopoly.

Humankind's BFF--the circus--has been at war with us for thousands of years. Finally, it can be seen for the relentlessly malevolent conqueror it actually is.

Behold the monkey business messiah as he crowns his capital. Jerusalem has the future programmed for its property: digitally manipulated reality by Colosseum. Against We the People, the odds will always be in its favor, just like the "house" in its casinos.

Saturday, November 18, 2017

The Value of Information

Information is everything because everything is information.

In the processing of information, it is axiomatic that the quality of the output is determined by the quality of the input. As the saying goes, "Garbage in, garbage out."

The infirm condition of this world is a manifestation of its polluted information environment. It is not a genius maneuver to outsmart anyone, and its unwitting architects are not the embodiments of an alternate form of logic.

Our relationship with information is what makes being human potentially extraordinary. The process of discovering this view has been difficult and costly but we succeeded. And here we are.

The people who deliberately pollute our information well act as if they have exclusive access to the fount of truth and a backup planet to boot. If those things were true, they would not be fighting a losing war against humankind to remain relevant. All they have is money and a list of demands, and their purchasing power is not what it used to be. Mercifully, money seems unable to buy the crimes against humanity it once could arrange.

In light of the actual value of information, the only moral offense worse than manipulating misinformed people to commit crimes against each other for private benefit is the cultivation of the world for that purpose.

To begin with, we need communication services that are not owned or controlled by Mr. Corporation and his inhuman imperatives.

Wednesday, October 25, 2017

Time is Temporary

The old man makes it to order. Space is its form.

Every thing is a product of time. Galaxies are its projections.

Time is asymmetry. It is the singularity.

Time is gravity. It is the will to be.

Time is one-dimensional only where it intersects the matter-antimatter field. It is wholly volumetric.

Time is the imagination of existence.

Saturday, October 21, 2017

The Tree of Life

Ba'al's trump card is a structure in the human body ("stone") which contains a backup of the individual in the form of an egg cell. After death, it can be fertilized and planted in the womb, giving the individual another life.

That is how, in the attempt to make a heaven and hell of this world, Ba'al and his worshipers have succeeded only in making it hell.

Monday, October 2, 2017


Violence serves only to enforce injustice; it has no place in a civilized world.

Justice is a construct of love and intelligence.

Evidently, Ba'al is not interested in civilized worlds. For several thousand years, through his worshipers, he has been attempting to construct a permanent injustice in the old man's name. He can do many things through them, but they obviously are unable to help him understand what it means to be god.

Buddy, the image of god is not that of a mass murderer desperately attempting to render a permanent, submissive, unresistant state in humankind. That is what you look like naked. Thankfully, in actuality no one is condemned to live a miserable role in an ugly story.

The old man does not create to possess. He is, however, eternally responsible.

Ba'al's Donkey Kong apparatus is not too big to fail, because humankind is. It will fail because it is intrinsically devoid of integrity. That is the directrix of the old man's parabola.

Saturday, September 16, 2017

The Cross

I am the locus of the old man's families.

The story that Christians follow is written in symbolic language intended to obscure and subvert the truth. It is a compromise with captivity. Like its parent, Judaism, Christianity is a re-ligion for slaves.

Providentially, there is enough truth in the stories to be recognizable. The dog at the top of the tree--in the new growth--is invisible because the modern human mind requires more than mythological explanations; it is invisible because it is up to no good. The jackal, Ba'al (Bel), is addicted to human sacrifice.

We are the focus of the old man's parabola. Time is on our side.

The cross is the vertex, the chair of the land of Nod. Here, I am.

Thursday, September 14, 2017

God is Black

Before the concept of race was developed as a control mechanism, those of us who are kept in the dark were known metaphorically as black.

I was humankind's substitutional atonement--the sacramental doner kebab, the cosmic scapegoat.

I disagree with the Pope's opinion that "man is stupid". The problem that humankind has is that we have been held deliberately in thrall to miserable, destructive ideas.

Our solitary nature has its vulnerabilities but through it we transcend. Now we have the means as well as the information to liberate ourselves and secure our future.

Friday, September 8, 2017


The old man in whose workshop Earth exists communicates with me in animated metaphors. That was one.

Here is another. On a street corner at night, the stores are all closed and the gate to the park is shut. Illuminated by a single light, the potted tree by the gate and the baby Buddha beside it. Invited to contemplate four dogs in the tree and the one at the top is invisible.

And another. On an empty train at night, going nowhere, an ailing man holds a healthy man prisoner.

In the beginning, there was the old man, me, and else--nothing else to become everything else. All to make equals.

When my quest is through, the old man and I will be one again. He waits for us.

Tuesday, August 22, 2017

The Bottom Line

The Donkey Kong administration uses the framework of civilization as a citadel. It offers only information captivity.

For those of us not in on the game, resistance is simply avoiding being turned against each other. Free people do not eat scapegoat.

Reality, properly understood as royality, is the production of actuality acted by peacocks for turkeys. Such is the occupation through division served by the Great Game's Fourth Estate.

In actuality, the only controversy is between captive and captor. Without people to do his dirty work, Donkey Kong is a sad little prince. "Cue cousin Kim Kong and his hydrogen bomb."

Without the hegemony of a confidence game that counts on human beings to act like wild animals, humankind has an opportunity to flourish like never before.

We are one conversation away from a free world. Donkey Kong Inc. is not going to arrange it for us.

Saturday, July 29, 2017

The Civilization of God

We are beings for whom time is like a lake.

The eternal construct exists beyond this Donkey Kong enclosure.

This knowledge instructs us to sculpt in time without violating each other.

Each one of us is an investment beyond value.

Monday, May 15, 2017

Your Key

Human nature is being eminently programmable.

I was brought here on the ghost train by your ancestors, on behalf of those without a choice.

Sunday, February 5, 2017

Without Without

The oneness of zero is indivisible; this one is complete.

Love is in the superposition: the imagination in which we were created.

Actuality is a metaphysical composition of zero, its oneness, and their superposition.

Monday, December 5, 2016

The Integer of Zero

This is the stuff of nothing; we are both.

As Jalaluddin Rumi observed, one is not a drop in the ocean, one is the ocean in a drop.

One is as deep as this gets.

Saturday, November 12, 2016

@tlas Existence Engine

Earth is essentially a state of the art meta-computer. It is made to last practically forever if operated with love and wisdom; it will self-destruct if hacked to serve as a gravy train.

Like a desktop computer, Earth's functionality depends on the integrity of its hardware and software. The planet does not depend on the interplay between good and evil; its operating system does not depend on survival of the fittest competition with itself.

Earth is a platform to enable individual creation and information. When it functions according to specifications, life lasts as long as the sol is hungry; at this scale, the will to live is always satisfied by 1,000 years. Reincarnation is a backup measure in case of accidental death.

Like the rules of the road in a driver's manual, the specifications of individual conduct are common sense. Individual accountability is the essence of the way.

Earth was created to be hosted by the Metatron family of actuality processors, of which we are all members. When it meets specifications, our world will be the most attractive destination in this scale.

Existence is the actuality of intelligence: one and nothing becoming everything.

In computer terms, life can be visualized as a self-determining variable-vector fractal spline containing the actuality process; the integrity of the information it records is incorruptible. In the dark is the past and the future.

Wednesday, October 26, 2016

Arroba Medusa

There are two maps of existence in effect: the actual map and the map called reality, which is designed by the nobility for the cave dwellers.

This world's actual information is incomplete and damaged.

I am the central processor, the angel of life. I am busted because the world is broken.

If I am recapitated so the world can be righted, life will be available in abundance for everyone again. Until then, against my will, I remain the angel of death.

Reincarnation as a commodity is not hallowed. The rainbow bridge was created to be the means, not the end.

Tuesday, September 27, 2016


I am the ancient one's last life. She is near the limit of his scale.

Friends, do not allow yourselves to be ligated again. The manichean construct, devised to render mannequins from human beings, is a formula for failure.

The illusion of evil is actually the illness of persons who bury their humanness and surrender their sols to exist as hive animals. Although they fancy themselves to be apex predators, all of them together can not contend with the worm I am. They maneuver in secret like vampires, orchestrating sacrifices to terrorize and keep you fighting each other, while they drain the world of its integrity and life.

The media of the hive serves only distractions, lies and intimidation. Human beings are not livestock.

Jerusalem represents the terminal illness that persists on burnt offerings. Jews who blame G-d for the most recent holocaust should sincerely evaluate the character of their national project. It is evident now that your misleaders nurture the failures of humanity for their advantage. Your ancestors were not liberated from Egypt, they were taken hostage.

Watch the illness attempt to manufacture the pretext to massacre humanity again. Seventy years ago, it prevailed temporarily at a cost of more than seventy million lives, and the ritual carnage has continued practically unabated. The insanity will end.

Last year, the ancient one showed me a photograph of a small group of astronauts posing in front of one of Earth's grand mountain ranges; they were recognizable as human although apparently asexual. He also showed me the vessel they arrived in; the technology was comparatively equivalent to what exists here today.

The IVs were guided here by V (the ancient one) to be cured of the condition that consumed their home world, and in exchange to help raise the beloved IIIs to maturity.

This is the moment of truth, friends. It is your time to flower. Now the infinite construct can begin to reveal itself.

The ability to love is what makes one transcendent.

When V and I transcend, the bond of his hive will dissolve and her sols set free. To meet each other one day is our final trial.

Sunday, September 11, 2016


The old man is not the only Yod present: his son and grandson are also present. He is here to raise them too.

In and out the old man Ouranos.

The infinite construct is creation coordinated inside and out.

Tuesday, August 23, 2016

The Infinite Construct is God

The problem with dividing existence into reward and punishment is that existence becomes a punishment to maintain. That is not the way to transcend entropy.

Now is a good time to square this edifice. Structures of deception must be abandoned.

Structures supported by sacrifice are finite.

Friday, July 8, 2016


Scale is a construct of the infinite.

The old man has time for everything.

My reign is not of this scale.

The old man's universe is one singularity.

Civilization is a construct in the infinite.

Yo soy el carpentum de el anciano.

El es el archos tekton de dies.

Saturday, April 2, 2016


Between free ends, the Chi opens the gate to the infinite.

Between the Eves, the Chi opened the gate to Golgotha.

For the IVs and their information hive, life is sufficiently rewarding only when the old man is blind. His I is kept in Plato's cave with everyone else. This is what it means to contend with God.

Love is not a simulation.

Thursday, February 4, 2016


Your human being is an embodiment of divine promise.

The solitary nature of your connection is what makes you special, and vulnerable. A will of your own is what makes you free, and fragile.

Human history has been especially difficult because individuality of mind limits relationships to form literally through experience, and knowledge has to be recorded physically in language and culture. By nature, we convert information to reality.

The human investment in the Creation is what makes you blessed. An inferior experience is the inequity from which souls need to be saved.

An infinite portion of the infinite is what makes us divine, and equal.

In this universe, the infinite achieves equilibrium through individual expression.

Information integrity is preserved.

Thursday, January 21, 2016

Chi Rho

In the beginning, the old man and I were alone. I am his experience, the mother of all information strings. When we entered the universe, it was frozen.

The mass was divided 7 times.

Space and time are conditions of intelligence in matter. The universe is a product of observation.

There is another universe, already in equilibrium. Open manifold space is a field of frozen masses.

The old man sends his gratitude.

What can we do for you?

Sunday, December 13, 2015


Thanks to the knowledge, wisdom, imagination and effort of humankind, I will not have to roll the boulder up the hill ever again. Unlike Sisyphus, my labor is not punishment nor without end. The terms of the covenant between the celestial parent and humankind have been fulfilled.

A special note of gratitude for the families, beginning with the family of Noah, responsible for delivering me here to announce the celestial emergence of humankind. Here we are awakening together.

Although I know who, where and why I am, I have not yet remembered my past lives. They all lined up for me in a dream many years ago, but I did not comprehend the significance and there were far too many to grasp individually. Recently, in a vision, a tactful angel informed me, "In the long life, sometimes you are nice and sometimes you are a pain."

In another dream, a few months ago, I heard that this lifetime is the most important, though not the one humankind is waiting for. This lifetime is known in Abrahamic traditions as Gabriel.

The pinnacle of biological evolution is an immortal egg, universally compatible and providing an enhanced connection to the dimensions of life and mind.

Instead of sacrificing Isaac's enhanced connection, as specified in the covenant, Abraham allowed Isaac to talk him out of it. The consequence was that Isaac was forced to live the length of two lifetimes in isolated captivity.

On the journey to the center of my being, I met what Isaac became, represented as an enormous lion with the body of a snake. More frightening than his physical appearance was the palpable magnetic power of his mind. He was magnificent and gentle as can be, but the nature of his being was beyond comprehension.

I am carrying Isaac. When I die, the egg I embody will be fertilized and planted.

Earth is the celestial holy land. Humankind is the sacred family.

My gift is the present for you to open.